The face of Satan...

All these nurses and techs are notorious for misconstruing u/s (*ultrasounds)... I told my RE once if he saw the face of Satan in there or Elvis, I wouldn't be surprised. - FT gal

That's a direct quote  posted by one of my  favorite IF warriors about my cyst or "blip" ultrasound.

It was a well needed laugh! It was just what I needed to help me get through my next ultrasound. The one to determine whether or not we cancel this cycle.

The one that showed  that it is indeed the face of Satan.

Now if it was Elvis I would have had a better shot.  I would have been on the Today show or Oprah or something but no...not the face of Satan...that only spells doom (or cyst or blip or whatever the fuck this is!!)

My cycle is canceled.

Oh and guess what test the want me to repeat...hmmm...I'll give you a hint!!

How many air bubbles does it take to block an ultrasound?!

My cycle is canceled.

On August 28th it will officially be 4 years...4 years since I walked into an RE's office.

My cycle is canceled.

2 days later I will be another year older (I cannot face this birthday!)...another birthday without any hope...another birthday filled with loss.

My cycle is canceled.

Is it time?

Is it time to say it?

My cycle is canceled.

I mean seriously, when the face of Satan shows up in your ultrasound isn't it time to say: 

"Uncle!!!"